"Yes. And Kerri I fucked up. He probably won't want me anymore." I began to cry even harder at the thought that I wouldn't be with the love of my life anymore.

"You didn't fuck up sweetie. Everything's just a big mess. Now go in there and go talk to him," she told me as she pulled over.

"Thank you so much Karrera," I said giving her a big hug.

"Yeah yeah yeah! That's what friends are for. NOW GO IN THERE!!" she ordered me.

I ran to the door and opened it fast. I looked all of downstairs, even the bar, but he wasn't there. He must be in our room. I ran upstairs. I sighed and opened the door slowly to find Alex on the floor crying with a bottle of Smirnoff in his hands.

"Are you here to get your things?" he asked in a really depressed voice.

I sat down next to him and took the bottle from his hands
and drank a bit from it. Once again, I broke out into tears. He moved closer and put his arm around my shoulder. We just sat there in an awkward silence. I finally spoke.

"Alex?"

He turned his head to look at me.

"Did you really want to marry me?"

"Did? I still do! I love you so much! And Hayley I didn't mean to hurt you to-"

"I know you didn't I'm sorry for being so stupid and not letting you explain."

"You're not stupid. And this is all my fault"

"No it's not. It's that whore's fault." He kinda laughed when I said that. He also noticed the ring I had put on my finger.

"Why'd you put it on?" He said holding my hand.

"Because I want to marry you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Well, that's if you still want to."

"Hayley, I already told you. I WANT to marry you. I love you so much. You are the only reason why I bother to even live."

"No!! NO NO NO NO NOOOOOOOO! Why now?!? Why do they always ruin my fun? Ugh, I'm not gonna answer," Alex sounded annoyed.

"Fine. I'll answer," I said as I grabbed his phone.

"Hello?" I said into the phone.

"OMG! Hey best fraan! Where's mah otha best fran?" Jack is so silly.

"He's lying down. You interrupted our makeout session."

"Oh geez! I'm sorry I ruined your STD party. But I'll tell you what. We can have an STD party at my place tonight. I'm throwing a party for the day of LOOOVE."

I saw Alex mouthing No at me. I told Jack to hold on for a sec.

"C'mon Alex! Pleeeeeeeease?! It'll be fun. Jack said we can have an STD party."

"But I wanted to be with you all day...alone."

Oh pleeeeeeeeeeaaaase Alex? PLLLLEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAASSSEE?" I gave him the puppy dog eyes. And he finally gave in.

"Ok fine. But we better have that STD party."

"YAY! Thank you."

I told Jack we would be at his house later that night.

~Fast foward to later that night~

I couldn't decide on what to wear once again. I decided to wear the outfit my good friends of Heatherette made me. I love their designs, they're so unique like my style.

Alex simply wore a Glamour Kills shirt, skinny jeans, dunks and a hoodie. We drove up to Jack's house. There were a lot of people there.We entered and almost got tackled down by Jack.

"BEST FRAANS!! You made it!!" He yelled but no one really noticed.

Alex quickly went to get us some drinks. He gave me one while he had two. He started drinking out of both of them at the same time. God, couldn't he just drink one at a time?

After some drinks, honestly I lost count how many we've had, we were all piss drunk. Rian was passed out on the floor along some other people. Zack was flirting with some hoes. Jack was running around naked and having Karrera, Rian's girlfirend, chase him down with his clothes. She seemed to be the most sober out of everyone. And Alex. Well he said he had to go to the bathroom. It's been quite some time now, though. He probably passed out on the toilet. I decided to go look for him. The bathroom door wasn't locked so I opened it. I was speechless at what I saw. Alex was kissing some whore and didn't even notice that I opened the door. I ran to Jack's room crying. I guess Jack saw me cuz he quickly changed and went to go see what was wrong.

"Hayley hunny? Hayley why are you crying?" He asked in a sad voice.

"I just saw Alex kissing another girl and he didn't even see me there." I hugged him and continued to cry.

"HE WHAT?!?!?! Oh I'm gonna go beat the shit out of him now."

"Jack don't. He's not wor-"

Too late. He had already left. I just stayed there and cried harder. Why would he do this to me?

~Alex's POV~

What the hell man?!?! I just wanted to take a piss and this slut comes all up on me and kisses me. I don't know what the hell her problem was. I pushed her off and decided to get Hayley so we could leave.

"Hey Jack! Have you seen Hayley? I've been loo-"

BAM!

I was knocked down to the floor.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?!?"

"What the fuck is wrong with me!?! What the fuck is wrong with you man?! How the hell could you kiss another girl and not even notice that Hayley saw?! Why I oughta kill you!" He yelled at me very angrily.

"Oh hell no! Jack please tell me where she's at! I need to explain it to her."

"Why man? She doesn-"

"JACK PLEASE!!"

"Fine. She's in my room crying. But I swear, do something stupid and I'll murder you!"

I ran as fast as I could to Jack's room. Hayley needed to know what really happened.

~Hayley's POV~

I saw someone open the door. Great, it was Alex.

" Get out! I don't want to see you ever again! Lea-"

"Hayley listen t-"

"NO! I don't want to hear anything from you. What for? Just so you can tell me you didn't do it, that she was all up on you?"

"Hayley that's exactly what happened! If you would have stayed there longer you would have seen that I pushed her ass away! Hayley I love you and I would never want to hurt you."

Half of me believed him. The other half was too numb to feel anything.

"Well, too late for that. You already did."

"Hayley, I'm really sorry. I mean it! I promise it won't ever happen again. Forgive me?"

"Don't promise anything Alex. Promises are always broken in the end." I said crying harder.

"Do you forgive me at least?" He asked trying to get close to me but I moved away.

"I don't know Alex. I'm really hurt right now."

I saw a tear roll down his cheek but he quickly wiped it away.

"Fine. I guess I won't be needing this tonight."

He reached into his pocket and took out a little black box. He put it beside me and left.

"I love you Hayley" were his last words before he slammed the door.

Fuck! FUCK FUCK FUCK! I messed up real bad. I should have forgiven him. He was going to propose to me tonight. That's why he wanted to be with me tonight. Damn Hayley! Why are you so stupid? I ran out looking for Karrera.

"KARRERA! Where did Alex go?"

"He left home. He took off crying. What happened Hayley?"

"Can you give me a ride home? I'll explain it to you in the car." I began to cry even more.

"Yeah sure hunny. I guess I'll have to come for Rian in the morning."

"Having trouble?" He asked as he looked at all the clothes scattered on the floor.

""Yes! I have no idea what to wear," I answered in a sad voice.

"I think you should just go like that. Show the world your sexy bod," he said smirking.

"So you won't mind the other guys seeing me like this?" I asked with a raised eyebrow.

"NO! No no no no no no NOOOOOOOOO!This body is mine and mine only," he practically yelled as he hugged me tightly.

"Alex I... can't...breathe," I said almost out of breath.

"Oh geez! I'm so sorry. I'll help you pick something out ok?"

"Yeah sure."

"Hmm...you should wear this. I like seeing you in it. You look even MORE beautiful when you wear it."

He held up a purple striped summer dress. He knew purple was my favorite color.

"Thank you sooo much Alex! I don't know what I'd do without my sugar booger," I said as I kissed his cheek and left for the bathroom to get changed. He stayed there and started putting my things away.

I did my makeup. Nothing over the top like I usually do for shows or photo shoots. Just the basics: foundation, blush, some eyeshadow, eyeliner, mascara and of course my watermelon smackers lip balm. I straightened my hair because it was a tad bit wavy on just one side. I put soe perfume on, put my flip-flops on, grabbed my purse and headed out.

"I'm ready," I said as I walked down the stairs.

"Finally," he said as he got off the couch. Alex just stood there, gluing his eyes on me.

"What is it? I look bad don't I? Lemme go fix my-" I was about to go upstairs when he grabbed my arm.

"You don't look bad. It's just that...you look stunning." He said looking me up and down. "Let's get going now."

"Ok."

He opened the car door for me. Gosh he is such a sweetheart. He got in the car and started driving.

"Can you tell me where we're going now?" I asked as I fluttered my eyelashes at him.

"No it's a suprise," he said as he held my hand.

"You know I don't like suprises Alex."

"Just be patient."

"Fine!"

It took us about half an hour to get there. And where are we exactly? I have no idea. It seemed like a forest, since there were so many trees.

"Where are we?" I asked curiously.

"We're in a forest." HA! I knew it!

"But this isn't the suprise. I need you to get on my back." he ordered me.

"What? Why?"

"Just do it unless you want to walk through all that in your sandals and ruin your beautiful pedicure and precious feet."

"Oh, ok."

I jumped on his back and he started walking. We, well he walked for about ten minutes and he finally put me down.

"Ok, I need you to close your eyes," he said as he put his hands over my eyes.

"No peeking."

"Haha I won't. Alex where are you taking me?" I giggled.

"You can open 'em now," he said as he took his hands off of my eyes.

I slowly opened my eyes to reveal the most beautiful sight I had ever seen. The grass was so green and there were lots of big trees. The different colored flowers brightened the whole place up and were so fragrant. And to top it all off, Alex had prepared a picnic for the two of us.

"Alex...this is...amazing! I love it. Thank you soooo much! I love you hunny bunny," I said placing kisses on his face.

"Ewww, I have Hayley cooties now," he said in a childish way.

"You did get the cootie shot, right?"

"Oh no! I didn't. What's going to happen to me?"

"Shit babe! You're gonna die now! I don't want you to die," I said hugging him as tight as I could.

"Well, at least I'll die with you by my side," he said as he kissed my cheek. "Let's go eat now. All that walking made me hungry."

"You're always hungry," I said laughing.

"Why thank you kind sir."

"You are very welcome beautiful madam." I blushed.

"Oh stop lying Alex! I am not beautiful at all."

"You need to stop saying that. You are the most beautiful girl in the world. And i DO mean it. Why wouldn't I?"

"I still don't believe you. So, why did you do all this? N-not that I don't appreciate it or anything. I really do, I just want to know why."

"Well because it's Valentine's Day silly. The day of LOOOVE. If you know what I mean?" he said winking and moving his tongue in circular motions.

"Oh my god! I totally forgot! I am soooooooo sorry babe. I'll make it up to-" I was talking really fast and Alex cut me off.

"It's ok sexay thang. Don't worry. I got this day all planned out for us. Now go get ready because I'm taking you somwhere."

"Ooooo. Where?" I asked curiously.

"Ah ah ah. I can't tell you it's a suprise."

"Awww....fine. I'll go get ready, Mr. Bossy Pants."

I got up and just as I was about to leave he spanked my butt. Typical Alex. I shook my head laughing and ran upstairs to go get ready.

~Once again, this was created out of boredom. xD~

“Good morning Hayley,” Alex said as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

“Did you do all of this?” I asked him as I turned around to face him.

“Mhm.”

“Wow…you didn’t burn anything,” I said jokingly.

“Well, I really tried,” he said showing me a burn mark on his finger. I kissed it.

“All better?”

“Not really. I think I need more kisses,” he said in a childish way and bent down to kiss me.

The kiss soon turned into a complete make-out session, like always.

“Alex *kiss* I’m hun *kiss* gry. Let’s eat.”